Oct. 30, 2023

Cold and Missing: Sigrid Stevenson

Cold and Missing: Sigrid Stevenson
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Sigrid Stevenson, a 25-year-old graduate student at Trenton State College in New Jersey, was found brutally beaten to death on September 4, 1977. She had returned to campus after hitchhiking through Canada and New England and planned to spend the night in Kendall Hall to practice the piano. Her body was discovered by a security guard, naked and covered with a piano cover, with her wrists tied behind her back. The police ruled out robbery as a motive, as her wallet and money were found, and she was not sexually assaulted. Despite extensive investigations and questioning of the cast of a play she had watched before her death, the case remains unsolved.

In 2016, students at the college reported paranormal activity in Kendall Hall, claiming that Sigrid's spirit was haunting the building. A psychic who visited the campus suggested that Sigrid may have been attacked by someone she knew, possibly a campus security guard, who had made advances towards her in the past.

If you know anything about the murder of Sigrid Stevenson in September of 1977 please call the Mercer County Sheriff's Office at 609-989-6125

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100:00:00,000 --> 00:00:13,780The views and opinions expressed in Cold and Missing are exclusively those of the hosts.200:00:13,780 --> 00:00:18,400All parties mentioned are considered innocent until proven guilty in a court of law.300:00:18,400 --> 00:00:22,160Cold and Missing also contains adult themes and languages.400:00:22,160 --> 00:00:24,560Listener discretion is advised.500:00:24,560 --> 00:00:27,280I'm your host, Ali McLaughlin-Sulkowski.600:00:27,280 --> 00:00:29,680And I'm your co-host, Eli Sulkowski.700:00:29,680 --> 00:00:34,520And this is Cold and Missing, where we cover cold cases and missing person cases.800:00:34,520 --> 00:00:37,300Hello everyone and welcome back to Cold and Missing.900:00:37,300 --> 00:00:39,800I'm your host, Ali McLaughlin-Sulkowski.1000:00:39,800 --> 00:00:42,960And I'm your co-host, Eli Sulkowski.1100:00:42,960 --> 00:00:43,960Hi everyone.1200:00:43,960 --> 00:00:47,920I know I haven't been on a few episodes.1300:00:47,920 --> 00:00:55,000And I just want to take a quick moment to say thank you to everyone in your outreach1400:00:55,000 --> 00:01:01,920towards me and Ali during the unexpected passing of my mother.1500:01:01,920 --> 00:01:06,760This is honestly probably the first time in my life that I really paid attention to myself1600:01:06,760 --> 00:01:15,680emotionally and took care of myself and just honored and continue to honor my mother in1700:01:15,680 --> 00:01:21,840respecting my grief process, which included not engaging with Cold and Missing in the1800:01:21,840 --> 00:01:27,400way that I had previously, but I've missed recording and I've missed being in the booth1900:01:27,400 --> 00:01:32,560with my beautiful and supportive wife.2000:01:32,560 --> 00:01:40,360And I've just, I've missed being a part of what our mission is here, which is to help2100:01:40,360 --> 00:01:43,760people find answers.2200:01:43,760 --> 00:01:51,680My mother was a true crime sleuth, just like Ali and I.2300:01:51,680 --> 00:01:57,280She is still someone, I still actively talk to her all the time.2400:01:57,280 --> 00:02:08,240She's someone who stood for what my wife stands for in the mission of creating this podcast.2500:02:08,240 --> 00:02:16,200And she also, I know it's Halloween and around Halloween and she loved just spooky season2600:02:16,200 --> 00:02:18,040horror films as well.2700:02:18,040 --> 00:02:19,040And so do I.2800:02:19,040 --> 00:02:23,000Yeah, she was a part of this community.2900:02:23,000 --> 00:02:30,160So anytime you see a pink flower that really stands out to you, that's my mom saying hello.3000:02:30,160 --> 00:02:35,520But with that, I am grateful to be back and I'm looking forward to this episode.3100:02:35,520 --> 00:02:38,240But what do you have for us this week?3200:02:38,240 --> 00:02:44,680So today we are covering a cold case and this comes from Ewing Township, New Jersey.3300:02:44,680 --> 00:02:46,880All right, let's get into it.3400:02:46,880 --> 00:02:51,000And just as a content warning at the top, there are some brief mentions of sexual assault.3500:02:51,000 --> 00:02:56,120So today we are talking about the cold case of Sigrid Stevenson.3600:02:56,120 --> 00:03:02,280And this takes place in September, 1977 in Ewing Township, New Jersey.3700:03:02,280 --> 00:03:04,480But first a little bit about Sigrid.3800:03:04,480 --> 00:03:07,640Sigrid was 25 years old in 1977.3900:03:07,640 --> 00:03:12,800She was enrolled at Trenton State College, which is now known as the College of New Jersey.4000:03:12,800 --> 00:03:17,760There she was pursuing her masters in music with hopes of one day becoming a teacher.4100:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,800Sigrid loved playing the piano.4200:03:19,800 --> 00:03:21,120It was her passion.4300:03:21,120 --> 00:03:25,860And so many memories of her friends from college involved her sitting at the piano bench.4400:03:25,860 --> 00:03:28,480She was a fearless free spirit.4500:03:28,480 --> 00:03:34,080At this time in 1977, she had hitchhiked through Canada and New England as a summer trip and4600:03:34,080 --> 00:03:36,220she followed her own path.4700:03:36,220 --> 00:03:41,080Sigrid loved playing the piano so much that she often snuck into buildings and spent the4800:03:41,080 --> 00:03:45,060night in them so she could play into the night and early in the morning.4900:03:45,060 --> 00:03:49,120She was passionate and kind and marched to the beat of her own drum.5000:03:49,120 --> 00:03:52,040And now a timeline of events.5100:03:52,040 --> 00:03:58,320On Friday, September 2, 1977, Sigrid returns back to campus after her hitchhiking adventure5200:03:58,320 --> 00:04:00,640across Canada and New England.5300:04:00,640 --> 00:04:04,440According to reports at this time, she was renting a room from a college professor during5400:04:04,440 --> 00:04:09,600the summer, but classes were set to start on Thursday after the Labor Day holiday.5500:04:09,600 --> 00:04:13,780So she would have been moving back into her dorm on Tuesday or Wednesday.5600:04:13,780 --> 00:04:19,200On Saturday, September 3, a friend of Sigrid said that they saw her at the movies about5700:04:19,200 --> 00:04:22,88015 miles from campus that afternoon.5800:04:22,880 --> 00:04:27,440That evening, Sigrid headed over to Kendall Hall on campus to watch the final performance5900:04:27,440 --> 00:04:29,740of the play JB.6000:04:29,740 --> 00:04:35,100And just as a side note, this is a play about the retelling of Job from the Bible.6100:04:35,100 --> 00:04:40,040After the show, Sigrid chatted with some of the cast and crew in the basement dressing room.6200:04:40,040 --> 00:04:43,780Sigrid told them that she was locked out of her rented room and had planned to spend the6300:04:43,780 --> 00:04:46,480night in Kendall Hall to practice the piano.6400:04:46,480 --> 00:04:49,720Again, this is something that she had done in the past.6500:04:49,720 --> 00:04:53,280She planned to sleep in a practice room or under the stage.6600:04:53,280 --> 00:04:57,920That night, while at Kendall Hall, Sigrid wrote in her journal that she kept hearing loud6700:04:57,920 --> 00:05:01,280banging coming from the theater that was keeping her up.6800:05:01,280 --> 00:05:04,920The cast and crew were tearing down the set from JB.6900:05:04,920 --> 00:05:10,160Sigrid wanted to wake up early so she could practice the piano and leave before 11 a.m.7000:05:10,160 --> 00:05:13,480when the guard comes by.7100:05:13,480 --> 00:05:17,200Sigrid had gotten into trouble for being in locked buildings before and wanted to avoid7200:05:17,200 --> 00:05:19,420the confrontation.7300:05:19,420 --> 00:05:26,040On Sunday, September 4, 1977, at around 1130 p.m., a guard was doing his rounds when he7400:05:26,040 --> 00:05:30,960noticed Sigrid's green bicycle was locked up in front of Kendall Hall.7500:05:30,960 --> 00:05:33,360The campus was mostly deserted at this time.7600:05:33,360 --> 00:05:38,040There were only around 50 people on campus and with the next day being Labor Day, the7700:05:38,040 --> 00:05:40,840guard seemed to think that the bike was out of place.7800:05:40,840 --> 00:05:43,760So he unlocked Kendall Hall and went in to look around.7900:05:43,760 --> 00:05:47,660That's when he makes the awful discovery of Sigrid's body.8000:05:47,660 --> 00:05:51,560She was center stage in the theater, surrounded by a pool of blood.8100:05:51,560 --> 00:05:52,560She was nude.8200:05:52,560 --> 00:05:56,560Her jeans were found nearby and her shirt was pulled up over her head.8300:05:56,560 --> 00:06:01,280Her wrists had been tied behind her back and she was covered up by a piano cover.8400:06:01,280 --> 00:06:05,200Sigrid's feet were bare and there were dirt and blood on the bottom of them.8500:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,360Sigrid was beaten so badly that she was unrecognizable.8600:06:08,360 --> 00:06:12,480When her friends came to the police station to confirm her ID, they were only able to8700:06:12,480 --> 00:06:14,620tell it was her by her hair.8800:06:14,620 --> 00:06:18,880The attack was brutal and blood was sprayed across the sheet of music on the piano that8900:06:18,880 --> 00:06:20,500she had been practicing.9000:06:20,500 --> 00:06:25,880In the theater, police found Sigrid's wallet with her driver's license, $7 in cash, and9100:06:25,880 --> 00:06:27,560some travelers checks.9200:06:27,560 --> 00:06:31,440Police assume because she was found nude that she had been raped, but her autopsy will show9300:06:31,440 --> 00:06:32,720that she was not.9400:06:32,720 --> 00:06:38,560On Monday, September 5th, the Mercer County Medical Examiner, Dr. Abmed, determines that9500:06:38,560 --> 00:06:43,520Sigrid was beaten to death with a blunt object and had died as a result of blood clots and9600:06:43,520 --> 00:06:46,080a severe loss of blood.9700:06:46,080 --> 00:06:50,120Sigrid had 15 deep scalp wounds which fractured her skull and face.9800:06:50,120 --> 00:06:53,400Her nose was broken and so were two of her ribs.9900:06:53,400 --> 00:06:56,920She also had bruises on her chest and elbow.10000:06:56,920 --> 00:07:01,200Police are back on the college campus and searching Kendall Hall.10100:07:01,200 --> 00:07:06,760They find Sigrid's backpack in a different part of the hall and inside was her journal.10200:07:06,760 --> 00:07:11,660She had recently wrote about how she was out of practice and her fingers were stiff.10300:07:11,660 --> 00:07:16,600Police begin to question the cast of JB, which was around 16 people.10400:07:16,600 --> 00:07:21,160One member of the play mentioned to police that they had seen Sigrid playing the piano10500:07:21,160 --> 00:07:23,760in Kendall Hall over the summer.10600:07:23,760 --> 00:07:27,320He was surprised to see her since the building was always locked and the theater company10700:07:27,320 --> 00:07:30,320had to find someone with a key to unlock it for them.10800:07:30,320 --> 00:07:35,000I did read reports that there was a door on Kendall Hall that if you pulled with enough10900:07:35,000 --> 00:07:38,080force would open even if it was locked.11000:07:38,080 --> 00:07:42,240Police didn't notice any signs of forced entry at Kendall Hall.11100:07:42,240 --> 00:07:47,520Tuesday, September 6th, police have no firm leads on who would kill Sigrid and beg the11200:07:47,520 --> 00:07:51,120public to come forward with any information that they might have.11300:07:51,120 --> 00:07:54,560Police refused to say what time they believe that she was killed.11400:07:54,560 --> 00:07:59,420Personally, I think she was killed Sunday morning based off of her journal entry.11500:07:59,420 --> 00:08:03,520Also since she was killed on stage next to the piano she was playing and she had plans11600:08:03,520 --> 00:08:07,820to play in the morning, but again nothing is confirmed by police.11700:08:07,820 --> 00:08:12,100Police also don't have the murder weapon, but they theorize that either the killer brought11800:08:12,100 --> 00:08:17,340something in and carried it back out or that a 2x4 was used.11900:08:17,340 --> 00:08:22,340A 2x4 was used to prop the piano that Sigrid was playing when she was attacked and it was12000:08:22,340 --> 00:08:24,760missing after the murder.12100:08:24,760 --> 00:08:27,000Police continue to question the cast.12200:08:27,000 --> 00:08:32,520One member of the cast, Sidney Porcelain, was a well-known psychic in New Jersey.12300:08:32,520 --> 00:08:36,540He had helped police on prior cases and offered to help here.12400:08:36,540 --> 00:08:41,060Police initially looked at him as a person of interest, but after they were able to confirm12500:08:41,060 --> 00:08:47,520the 24 hours after the play of his alibi they let him handle Sigrid's backpack in journal.12600:08:47,520 --> 00:08:49,660When he handled the backpack he said quote,12700:08:49,660 --> 00:08:52,200I suddenly know how she was killed.12800:08:52,200 --> 00:08:57,960She was hit on both the right and left sides of her head, but more strongly on the right.12900:08:57,960 --> 00:09:00,200When he handled the journal he said quote,13000:09:00,200 --> 00:09:04,320I felt something was wrong with my fingers because my own fingers felt strange when I13100:09:04,320 --> 00:09:06,960held the notebook.13200:09:06,960 --> 00:09:12,000Sigrid did write that her fingers were stiff as mentioned earlier, but police say that13300:09:12,000 --> 00:09:15,240Sidney did not open or read the journal at all.13400:09:15,240 --> 00:09:19,600On Wednesday, September 7th, as more and more students returned to campus for the start13500:09:19,600 --> 00:09:23,700of the school year, Sigrid's friends are questioned by police as well.13600:09:23,700 --> 00:09:27,080One of her friends, Marie DePascal, said quote,13700:09:27,080 --> 00:09:29,560I think she was too friendly for her own good.13800:09:29,560 --> 00:09:31,720She would talk to anybody.13900:09:31,720 --> 00:09:35,700The school urges students to walk with a friend at night and to lock their doors when they14000:09:35,700 --> 00:09:38,920step out for a minute and when they're napping and sleeping.14100:09:38,920 --> 00:09:42,640Police had ruled out robbery as a motive since all of her money and travelers' checks were14200:09:42,640 --> 00:09:44,700in her wallet.14300:09:44,700 --> 00:09:49,100Over the next several weeks, police turned to question the campus security, which consisted14400:09:49,100 --> 00:09:53,300of 12 armed officers and 8 security guards.14500:09:53,300 --> 00:09:57,360The Ewing Township police also had to turn in their billy clubs and handcuffs to the14600:09:57,360 --> 00:10:01,080state police to search for evidence of blood or hair.14700:10:01,080 --> 00:10:05,360Investigators are interested in campus security, as one of their biggest clues in this case14800:10:05,360 --> 00:10:09,300was actually the piano cover that Sigrid was covered up by.14900:10:09,300 --> 00:10:15,260The cover came from a $10,000 Mason & Hamlin grand piano that was kept in the concert room15000:10:15,260 --> 00:10:18,060of Bray Hall, which is no longer on campus.15100:10:18,060 --> 00:10:20,280It was demolished in 1999.15200:10:20,280 --> 00:10:25,600Bray Hall was about 75 feet from Kendall Hall and was another locked building.15300:10:25,600 --> 00:10:30,240Furthermore, the concert room where the grand piano was kept was also locked and had no15400:10:30,240 --> 00:10:34,420windows since thousands of dollars of musical equipment was kept there.15500:10:34,420 --> 00:10:38,720To get the cover from Bray Hall to Kendall Hall, you would need three keys.15600:10:38,720 --> 00:10:43,320One for the concert room, one for Bray Hall, and then one for Kendall Hall.15700:10:43,320 --> 00:10:47,680The supervisor of the graduate music program and the chair of the music department did15800:10:47,680 --> 00:10:49,780not have all three keys.15900:10:49,780 --> 00:10:54,880The janitors assigned to Bray and Kendall Hall did not have all three keys.16000:10:54,880 --> 00:10:58,420Only campus security would have had all three keys.16100:10:58,420 --> 00:11:02,440Now while there was rumor to be a door in Kendall Hall that if you pulled hard enough16200:11:02,440 --> 00:11:07,080would come unlocked, everybody insists that there was no way to gain access to the concert16300:11:07,080 --> 00:11:09,180room without keys.16400:11:09,180 --> 00:11:14,780The head of the graduate music program, Stanley Austin, said, quote, Believe me, if there16500:11:14,780 --> 00:11:19,440was a way anyone could have gotten access to the concert room and the grand piano, Sigrid16600:11:19,440 --> 00:11:22,020would have found it, end quote.16700:11:22,020 --> 00:11:26,240Someone in the music department swore that they had seen the cover on the grand piano16800:11:26,240 --> 00:11:30,180just weeks before Sigrid's murder and there would have been no reason that it would have16900:11:30,180 --> 00:11:32,980been moved before the murder took place.17000:11:32,980 --> 00:11:36,840Someone in the music department swore that they had seen the cover on the grand piano17100:11:36,840 --> 00:11:41,100just weeks before Sigrid's murder and there would be no reason that it would have been17200:11:41,100 --> 00:11:43,640moved before the murder took place.17300:11:43,640 --> 00:11:47,680One campus security guard is brought in for questioning since he had been friendly with17400:11:47,680 --> 00:11:51,240Sigrid, but he is let go and no charges are filed.17500:11:51,240 --> 00:11:55,740The next update I could really find on this case comes in 1979.17600:11:55,740 --> 00:12:00,900It's been two years since the murder and police are no closer to solving it then than17700:12:00,900 --> 00:12:03,020they were in 1977.17800:12:03,020 --> 00:12:08,940The Mercer County Assistant Prosecutor, Paul O'Gara says, quote, We have no individual17900:12:08,940 --> 00:12:13,840suspects, only a large group of people who were on campus at that time.18000:12:13,840 --> 00:12:18,180For that matter, it could have been somebody wandering through campus, end quote.18100:12:18,180 --> 00:12:22,080And then after this, the case truly seems to go cold.18200:12:22,080 --> 00:12:26,780The next article I could find on this comes from 2016.18300:12:26,780 --> 00:12:29,960So that's 39 years after the murder.18400:12:29,960 --> 00:12:33,740Students at the college have said that there is a ghost in Kendall Hall and that Sigrid18500:12:33,740 --> 00:12:35,920is the spirit behind it.18600:12:35,920 --> 00:12:40,060Students say they have heard footsteps when nobody is there, doors open and shut on their18700:12:40,060 --> 00:12:41,300own.18800:12:41,300 --> 00:12:45,600And one student claims that in the bathroom, she saw a paper towel float from one side18900:12:45,600 --> 00:12:49,640of the room and into the trash can on the other side of the room.19000:12:49,640 --> 00:12:54,220Another psychic visited the campus in 2016, but they wish to remain anonymous when they19100:12:54,220 --> 00:12:55,980spoke to the newspaper.19200:12:55,980 --> 00:13:00,620They told the local paper, quote, When she was on stage, this guy was watching her for19300:13:00,620 --> 00:13:02,300a little while.19400:13:02,300 --> 00:13:06,540Either her back was turned while she was on the piano, or she was too involved with her19500:13:06,540 --> 00:13:08,300music to notice.19600:13:08,300 --> 00:13:11,780I think he was in uniform and had curly hair.19700:13:11,780 --> 00:13:14,660He had something on his pants, something like keys.19800:13:14,660 --> 00:13:16,300She knew him but not well.19900:13:16,300 --> 00:13:19,180He made in advance, but she fought back.20000:13:19,180 --> 00:13:25,100He got angry, and when he got tough, she scratched and did something near his eye.20100:13:25,100 --> 00:13:26,700That's when he got violent.20200:13:26,700 --> 00:13:28,780He knew she was there that night.20300:13:28,780 --> 00:13:32,060And this guy was sick, borderline stalker.20400:13:32,060 --> 00:13:35,380There was a place on stage where he could hide and watch her.20500:13:35,380 --> 00:13:39,840He made advances at her before, but she had ignored him, made small talk.20600:13:39,840 --> 00:13:41,920But that night was different.20700:13:41,920 --> 00:13:46,200After he killed her, he discarded his clothes in a dumpster behind a store.20800:13:46,200 --> 00:13:50,660He didn't appear to be old, probably in his late 20s or 30s, so he'd be in his 50s or20900:13:50,660 --> 00:13:51,66060s today.21000:13:51,660 --> 00:13:55,220I think he has health problems and has moved far away."21100:13:55,220 --> 00:13:56,220End quote.21200:13:56,220 --> 00:14:00,440After this story runs in the newspaper, a woman writes in who is a freshman on campus21300:14:00,440 --> 00:14:02,600the year Sigrid was murdered.21400:14:02,600 --> 00:14:08,000She claims that no one on campus talked about it and it almost seemed forbidden by the administration.21500:14:08,000 --> 00:14:12,500She laments the fact that there is no plaque or scholarship to remember Sigrid by.21600:14:12,500 --> 00:14:16,500She says, quote, the fact that her murder has become a ghost story is further insult21700:14:16,500 --> 00:14:18,340to this young woman's dignity.21800:14:18,340 --> 00:14:21,940Not only was she brutally murdered, her killer was never found.21900:14:21,940 --> 00:14:25,920And now her murder has been reduced to entertainment for college students.22000:14:25,920 --> 00:14:27,060End quote.22100:14:27,060 --> 00:14:31,480And that is really the last update that I could find on this case.22200:14:31,480 --> 00:14:39,060So if you know anything about the murder of Sigrid Stevenson in September of 1977, please22300:14:39,060 --> 00:14:46,160call the Mercer County Sheriff's Office at 609-989-6125.22400:14:46,160 --> 00:14:51,380And the sources for the timeline today come from The Millville Daily, The Courier News,22500:14:51,380 --> 00:14:56,540Courier Post, The Philadelphia Inquirer, The Peninsula Times Tribune, The Jersey Journal,22600:14:56,540 --> 00:15:01,180The Record, Oakland Tribune, Daily News, and Ashbury Park Press.22700:15:01,180 --> 00:15:04,940So that is the case of Sigrid Stevenson.22800:15:04,940 --> 00:15:14,620I mean, I'm never expecting anything, I guess, when I am learning about a new case.22900:15:14,620 --> 00:15:19,820But it certainly wasn't this.23000:15:19,820 --> 00:15:35,180And my first reaction, honestly, is that it was just major echoes of the 70s and women's bodies,23100:15:35,180 --> 00:15:47,700like lives, names, history experiences were just discarded in such a careless way.23200:15:47,700 --> 00:15:53,340And there's so much of it at that time because it's, you think of, I mean, I think of the23300:15:53,340 --> 00:16:00,14070s and I think of like a serial killer, like, I hate to call it this, but like era, the23400:16:00,140 --> 00:16:03,460viciousness in the details.23500:16:03,460 --> 00:16:11,340And then I'm not even going to say like lack of follow through, the failure of follow through.23600:16:11,340 --> 00:16:20,860It's, I mean, one just like unacceptable that I'm so glad that you brought this case to23700:16:20,860 --> 00:16:21,860us.23800:16:21,860 --> 00:16:24,980I'm really sad that I didn't know about it until now.23900:16:24,980 --> 00:16:28,900But yeah, my first reaction is like, I'm disgusted.24000:16:28,900 --> 00:16:33,580I'm like amped up and super angry about this.24100:16:33,580 --> 00:16:35,060Totally.24200:16:35,060 --> 00:16:38,020And I don't know if you had this experience, but I know it's something that I had when24300:16:38,020 --> 00:16:39,060I was researching it.24400:16:39,060 --> 00:16:42,980It's like I knew a bunch of cigarettes in college.24500:16:42,980 --> 00:16:47,820You know, I was, I studied theater and our theater building and the music department,24600:16:47,820 --> 00:16:52,900like they all shared, you know, a building where all our classes were, where the theaters24700:16:52,900 --> 00:16:54,020were.24800:16:54,020 --> 00:16:59,860And I knew people who would sleep in the building to like get extra practice or to stay up late24900:16:59,860 --> 00:17:00,860and work on something.25000:17:00,860 --> 00:17:02,980I used to sleep in the theater green room.25100:17:02,980 --> 00:17:06,900Like I bought a blanket and a pillow to keep down there because I would nap down there25200:17:06,900 --> 00:17:07,900so often.25300:17:07,900 --> 00:17:17,140And this to me was like, I know so many people like Sigrid and I myself like saw my myself25400:17:17,140 --> 00:17:20,880kind of reflected in her of just like being so passionate about what you're studying and25500:17:20,880 --> 00:17:24,180like eating, sleeping, breathing the piano.25600:17:24,180 --> 00:17:28,220Like I don't play the piano, but that's how I felt about theater when I was in college.25700:17:28,220 --> 00:17:35,180And it's disgusting to me to think of like that theater space where it is so vulnerable.25800:17:35,180 --> 00:17:38,980Like, you know, like you're moving through your college years, you're practicing this25900:17:38,980 --> 00:17:44,200vulnerability on stage and music, playing music can be a very vulnerable experience.26000:17:44,200 --> 00:17:48,460And there she was probably playing barefoot the piano since she was found without her26100:17:48,460 --> 00:17:54,900shoes on and she was attacked and like center stage.26200:17:54,900 --> 00:17:59,860Like it's just, it's like almost theatrical in like how it all happened.26300:17:59,860 --> 00:18:05,980And I just really deeply felt for Sigrid in this case.26400:18:05,980 --> 00:18:10,140It was just so astonishing to me that this could happen.26500:18:10,140 --> 00:18:11,140Yes.26600:18:11,140 --> 00:18:19,100I, I, I hear you because I too, same thing, but like those little rooms and the, yeah,26700:18:19,100 --> 00:18:21,960my second reaction was how dare you?26800:18:21,960 --> 00:18:29,100Like you like ripped someone from their moment of like, what sounds like to me, like her26900:18:29,100 --> 00:18:33,260vocation, like prayer to me.27000:18:33,260 --> 00:18:35,180I might, yeah.27100:18:35,180 --> 00:18:39,220My question is more directly for you is who do you think did it?27200:18:39,220 --> 00:18:44,420And I know, you know, I know you believe that it was someone who knew her, knew the building,27300:18:44,420 --> 00:18:48,000knew the space because that's the only way.27400:18:48,000 --> 00:18:52,500And I know it was like Labor Day weekend, but that campus was empty.27500:18:52,500 --> 00:18:59,300Someone had to know and I have some opinions, but.27600:18:59,300 --> 00:19:00,300Yeah.27700:19:00,300 --> 00:19:03,660I mean, to me it comes down to those three keys.27800:19:03,660 --> 00:19:06,660Who had access to those three keys?27900:19:06,660 --> 00:19:11,740Who would have access to all three of those keys to get the piano cover from the grand28000:19:11,740 --> 00:19:17,380piano in a completely different building in a very secure locked tight room.28100:19:17,380 --> 00:19:23,820I mean, even the graduate music director, he like kind of joked and said, if there was28200:19:23,820 --> 00:19:29,420a way for somebody to get into the concert room and get access to the grand piano, Sigrid28300:19:29,420 --> 00:19:31,220would have found it already.28400:19:31,220 --> 00:19:36,380So the only way to get it was with a key.28500:19:36,380 --> 00:19:43,020But also firefighters are very, very, very strong and like part of their job is to like28600:19:43,020 --> 00:19:45,620break through into spaces.28700:19:45,620 --> 00:19:49,020But there was no sign of forced entry anywhere.28800:19:49,020 --> 00:19:50,980But did they actually look?28900:19:50,980 --> 00:19:53,300I don't think that they looked.29000:19:53,300 --> 00:19:57,860I really don't think they did because of, I mean, this is just my own like reaction,29100:19:57,860 --> 00:20:00,140honestly, in speculation.29200:20:00,140 --> 00:20:05,920I personally think that even if the police didn't look, the music department looked.29300:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,220Those who loved Sigrid looked.29400:20:07,220 --> 00:20:08,220Yeah, you're right.29500:20:08,220 --> 00:20:11,440And there was no sign of forced entry.29600:20:11,440 --> 00:20:14,900The concert room was very secure because of the thousands of dollars.29700:20:14,900 --> 00:20:15,900So they were very careful.29800:20:15,900 --> 00:20:17,860Like there were no windows in that room.29900:20:17,860 --> 00:20:21,820It was an interior room and it was always locked.30000:20:21,820 --> 00:20:28,100And even, you know, the music department's heads, they only had keys to the music hall30100:20:28,100 --> 00:20:33,180or sorry, they only had keys to the concert room and Bray Hall, but they wouldn't have30200:20:33,180 --> 00:20:35,300keys to Kendall Hall.30300:20:35,300 --> 00:20:38,900Now there is a rumor that there was a door that if you yanked hard enough, even if it30400:20:38,900 --> 00:20:40,180was locked, you could get in.30500:20:40,180 --> 00:20:46,100And so perhaps in theory, you only needed two keys, but whoever had access to those30600:20:46,100 --> 00:20:53,420two keys would also need to know where that door is and know that it was a potentially30700:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,420a weak point.30800:20:54,420 --> 00:20:58,120And again, like I couldn't find specifics on this door.30900:20:58,120 --> 00:21:03,300It was just kind of a rumor talked about at the time that there was a door that with enough31000:21:03,300 --> 00:21:05,940force could be opened even if it was locked.31100:21:05,940 --> 00:21:06,940Okay.31200:21:06,940 --> 00:21:15,260I mean, again, I'm not sure if I have this like phrased in a question, but I instantly31300:21:15,260 --> 00:21:19,460was like renting a room from a professor or whatever.31400:21:19,460 --> 00:21:22,420I was just like, that's odd.31500:21:22,420 --> 00:21:27,860And like the misinformation, there was like maybe one or two, there were two professors31600:21:27,860 --> 00:21:31,220or there was just one professor that she rented from.31700:21:31,220 --> 00:21:39,620Yeah, so in 1977, the newspaper report said that she was renting a room from a professor,31800:21:39,620 --> 00:21:41,620which I know you find strange.31900:21:41,620 --> 00:21:45,820I don't find that strange because I was very close with a lot of my theater professors32000:21:45,820 --> 00:21:50,700and I could see myself if I needed to in the summertime being like, Hey, can I rent a room32100:21:50,700 --> 00:21:51,700from you?32200:21:51,700 --> 00:21:55,180Like that makes sense to me in some aspects.32300:21:55,180 --> 00:22:02,620Honestly, I think it depends on like, I hate that it plays a factor here, but like age32400:22:02,620 --> 00:22:13,340and you know, partner status and if a person had kids or you know, like, I don't know anything32500:22:13,340 --> 00:22:15,020about those individuals.32600:22:15,020 --> 00:22:20,820So all what I immediately thought was like, the professor or not cool with kids or not.32700:22:20,820 --> 00:22:23,040That's like a creepy old man thing to do.32800:22:23,040 --> 00:22:24,800That's the first thing that I thought.32900:22:24,800 --> 00:22:27,140I was like, that's creepy.33000:22:27,140 --> 00:22:29,900And I think that's fair.33100:22:29,900 --> 00:22:33,140But like, again, I could also have seen myself in college.33200:22:33,140 --> 00:22:34,460Yeah, same for me.33300:22:34,460 --> 00:22:37,500I mean, you know, I was very close with my advisor.33400:22:37,500 --> 00:22:43,100I'm just saying like the possibility of it being like a skeevy thing is real.33500:22:43,100 --> 00:22:48,800Yeah, but she was also staying there all summer and she had been like hitchhiking around.33600:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,620So she had been in and out.33700:22:50,620 --> 00:22:53,720I'm not sure why she was locked out of a room that she was renting.33800:22:53,720 --> 00:22:55,180That was the part that was strange to me.33900:22:55,180 --> 00:22:58,100Like why couldn't she get back in?34000:22:58,100 --> 00:23:03,980Later when I was researching this, not the reports from 1977, but other reports said34100:23:03,980 --> 00:23:10,780that she might have been dating a firefighter, but I couldn't find anything from that time.34200:23:10,780 --> 00:23:16,340And I wasn't sure if those were just like details that got tacked on as part of like34300:23:16,340 --> 00:23:20,500the ghost story and the lore of her.34400:23:20,500 --> 00:23:26,260But from the 1977 articles, I couldn't find that she was dating anybody, seeing anybody34500:23:26,260 --> 00:23:30,140or staying with anybody besides this rented room from a professor.34600:23:30,140 --> 00:23:31,140Okay.34700:23:31,140 --> 00:23:36,100But again, for me, it just comes down to those three keys because somebody would have had34800:23:36,100 --> 00:23:39,420to have the key for the concert room.34900:23:39,420 --> 00:23:41,340So that's where I would start.35000:23:41,340 --> 00:23:47,180If I was investigating it, I would start with whoever had those keys and work my way out35100:23:47,180 --> 00:23:48,180from there.35200:23:48,180 --> 00:23:56,020Yeah, the fact that this is not solved is, again, I mean, maybe I'm like this, it's35300:23:56,020 --> 00:23:57,020unacceptable.35400:23:57,020 --> 00:23:58,020How?35500:23:58,020 --> 00:23:59,020Like how?35600:23:59,020 --> 00:24:00,780Oh, man.35700:24:00,780 --> 00:24:06,820And there were only around 50 people on campus when the murder took place.35800:24:06,820 --> 00:24:11,740So to me, I'm like, that's kind of a small pool to start from.35900:24:11,740 --> 00:24:16,940You know, the assistant prosecutor a few years later says like, everybody that was on campus36000:24:16,940 --> 00:24:18,500is essentially a suspect.36100:24:18,500 --> 00:24:22,260But then again, it could have been somebody just wandering through campus.36200:24:22,260 --> 00:24:24,820Because it was the Labor Day weekend.36300:24:24,820 --> 00:24:28,140I guess I don't know if that area was busy or not.36400:24:28,140 --> 00:24:31,380But you know, a lot of people go in and out of town, essentially.36500:24:31,380 --> 00:24:39,860So there is an opportunity for, you know, the, I guess, like trope of like the person36600:24:39,860 --> 00:24:43,060passing through town, that guy passing through town or whatever.36700:24:43,060 --> 00:24:44,060Right.36800:24:44,060 --> 00:24:51,940And I tend to count that out because of this piano cover that came from another part of36900:24:51,940 --> 00:24:54,500campus in a locked room.37000:24:54,500 --> 00:24:57,820Like you would have to know that it was there to go get it.37100:24:57,820 --> 00:25:01,420You know, if it's in an interior room with no windows, like.37200:25:01,420 --> 00:25:03,620It also signals to me that it was personal.37300:25:03,620 --> 00:25:09,060That person was like, some part of them, whether they felt bad or not, knew it was wrong.37400:25:09,060 --> 00:25:12,740Knew that they not even wrong, but like, I'm not supposed to do this.37500:25:12,740 --> 00:25:13,740Right.37600:25:13,740 --> 00:25:17,380I mean, I'm sort of shame in it or whatever.37700:25:17,380 --> 00:25:24,820But like, I guess I don't really need to like say more about the state of her.37800:25:24,820 --> 00:25:31,140But to me, the details of it is, it sounded very personal.37900:25:31,140 --> 00:25:33,780Yeah, it's brutal.38000:25:33,780 --> 00:25:34,780It's brutal.38100:25:34,780 --> 00:25:35,780Unhinged.38200:25:35,780 --> 00:25:36,780Unhinged.38300:25:36,780 --> 00:25:39,780That like, oh god.38400:25:39,780 --> 00:25:44,500That poor, those, her parents, they.38500:25:44,500 --> 00:25:45,500Yeah.38600:25:45,500 --> 00:25:51,300And you know, her parents at this time are in California, so they are completely across38700:25:51,300 --> 00:25:53,020the country while she's out here.38800:25:53,020 --> 00:25:54,940They have both passed.38900:25:54,940 --> 00:25:55,940Yes.39000:25:55,940 --> 00:25:56,940Right.39100:25:56,940 --> 00:25:57,940Yeah.39200:25:57,940 --> 00:25:59,540Like died without answers.39300:25:59,540 --> 00:26:00,540I.39400:26:00,540 --> 00:26:04,140It's heartbreak.39500:26:04,140 --> 00:26:11,100It is heartbreaking, like in the wake of what happened, that it was almost like next to39600:26:11,100 --> 00:26:12,100nothing.39700:26:12,100 --> 00:26:18,140I'm really glad that you brought this to us.39800:26:18,140 --> 00:26:23,860And you know, I kind of agree with the woman who wrote in one of the last things I said,39900:26:23,860 --> 00:26:29,300that it is kind of a tragedy that Sigrid has been reduced to a ghost story.40000:26:29,300 --> 00:26:31,500You know, I'm somebody, I love a good ghost story.40100:26:31,500 --> 00:26:32,500I love.40200:26:32,500 --> 00:26:36,100Like, I personally, I believe in ghosts.40300:26:36,100 --> 00:26:41,820I believe that spirits can communicate with us after they've passed on.40400:26:41,820 --> 00:26:47,260If energy can neither be created nor destroyed, that energy has to go somewhere.40500:26:47,260 --> 00:26:54,340But in this case, I do think that it's very easy to say this is a ghost story and forget40600:26:54,340 --> 00:27:00,420that Sigrid was a very real person who could be alive today, who should be alive today.40700:27:00,420 --> 00:27:01,420Yeah.40800:27:01,420 --> 00:27:05,300You know, 19 should be like happy in like her later years.40900:27:05,300 --> 00:27:06,300Exactly.41000:27:06,300 --> 00:27:14,540You know, it's to me, it's very heartbreaking that she's reduced to a ghost story when her41100:27:14,540 --> 00:27:19,820case is talked about now, as opposed to a cold case that could still be solved.41200:27:19,820 --> 00:27:22,380We see cases get solved years later.41300:27:22,380 --> 00:27:27,180I mean, we saw it with the Betty Rolfe case, you know, years and years later, it can be41400:27:27,180 --> 00:27:28,180solved.41500:27:28,180 --> 00:27:30,300So like, this is still something that still can be solved.41600:27:30,300 --> 00:27:34,860So I think there should be more respect to it.41700:27:34,860 --> 00:27:39,020And I think you can acknowledge, you know, if there is spirit at Kendall Hall, like,41800:27:39,020 --> 00:27:44,100I think it's okay to acknowledge that it could be Sigrid saying, look at my case, something41900:27:44,100 --> 00:27:45,100happened to me.42000:27:45,100 --> 00:27:46,100Help me.42100:27:46,100 --> 00:27:47,100Help me.42200:27:47,100 --> 00:27:49,740Yeah, like, please help me, someone.42300:27:49,740 --> 00:27:56,260Like, I mean, instantly, I felt that reaction of just like, there is something you can,42400:27:56,260 --> 00:27:57,860there is something we can do.42500:27:57,860 --> 00:27:58,860Absolutely.42600:27:58,860 --> 00:28:05,620And again, just like, it is a small suspect pool of 50 people, essentially, that were42700:28:05,620 --> 00:28:10,820on campus and an even smaller pool when you start to get into who had keys and who could42800:28:10,820 --> 00:28:11,820get them.42900:28:11,820 --> 00:28:17,100Her name and like what she did, you know, the piano, like the uniqueness surrounding43000:28:17,100 --> 00:28:21,900this like, again, to echo you, very real person.43100:28:21,900 --> 00:28:27,620I felt, and like the smallness of the community, like, someone knows something.43200:28:27,620 --> 00:28:29,860Oh, like, oh, Sigrid was blah, blah, blah.43300:28:29,860 --> 00:28:33,140Like, someone knows something.43400:28:33,140 --> 00:28:38,340And it could even be like, somebody who acted strangely after this happened, you know, somebody43500:28:38,340 --> 00:28:44,820who got up, you know, quit their job unexpectedly and moved, you know, like those things that43600:28:44,820 --> 00:28:49,220we kind of look for today that police kind of encourage whenever cases get cold, like43700:28:49,220 --> 00:28:51,340to think back, did someone miss appointments?43800:28:51,340 --> 00:28:55,060Did someone start acting strangely, change their facial hair, change their appearance,43900:28:55,060 --> 00:29:00,500anything like that, which I think in today's age, we kind of know to look for.44000:29:00,500 --> 00:29:03,900But in 1977, I don't think that was communicated as well.44100:29:03,900 --> 00:29:08,340So like, well, no, and people also had the attitude of not that guy.44200:29:08,340 --> 00:29:09,340There's no way.44300:29:09,340 --> 00:29:11,660Oh, no, no, not him.44400:29:11,660 --> 00:29:14,580I think this case is solvable.44500:29:14,580 --> 00:29:19,460And you know, if I got to sit down and just open the case file, I would think that there44600:29:19,460 --> 00:29:22,780were people that were of interest to the police.44700:29:22,780 --> 00:29:26,820Like we know that a security guard was brought in for additional questioning because him44800:29:26,820 --> 00:29:30,540and Sigrid had been friendly.44900:29:30,540 --> 00:29:35,500We know that a couple of the cast members were brought in for additional questioning,45000:29:35,500 --> 00:29:37,580but their alibis were all able to be confirmed.45100:29:37,580 --> 00:29:40,500So I would be curious, why was the security guard let go?45200:29:40,500 --> 00:29:42,380Were you able to confirm an alibi?45300:29:42,380 --> 00:29:51,380Like, because that does seem to be where newspaper reports kind of point to, saying that only45400:29:51,380 --> 00:29:55,300campus security would have had all three keys.45500:29:55,300 --> 00:30:01,300But again, if you know anything about the murder of Sigrid Stevenson in September of45600:30:01,300 --> 00:30:10,4201977, please call the Mercer County Police at 609-989-6125.45700:30:10,420 --> 00:30:14,540And we will be posting pictures that we have of Sigrid up on our Instagram.45800:30:14,540 --> 00:30:20,340So if you're not following us there, please do at Cold and Missing will pop right 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